Let-Downs

Some people, they just don't make sense. One minute they're your best friend, telling you they love you, and wanting to hang out with you constantly; next minute, enemy, completely ignoring you, deleted from their life forever.
Believe me, I know. It's happened to me. It's happening to me. And it's HARD. I just don't get WHY they would do that and, more to the point, why ME??? Why did they have to hurt all my friends? Why did they have to ignore me? Why did God let this happen in the first place?
Now I don't know the answers to all these questions, as they're idle questions, useless. But what I do know is that 'All things work together for good to those who love God..' (Romans 8:28) And I do believe that God says, 'I know the plans I have for you; plans to prosper you and not to harm you; plans to give you a hope and a future' (Jeremiah 29:11)
So no matter what you're going through, whether it's good or bad, God DOES KNOW what he's doing in your life. When you go through trouble, lean on Him. When you are having an awesome time in life, thank Him. And just don't forget that God is in control of it all!

Jealousy -__-

Jealousy is SO a problem I gotta deal with. I'm jealous of so many things --> my cousin's singing abilty, my cousin's piano playing skills, my friend's humour, being able to go to school!!! It's crazy how many things I can find to be jealous of.

As you can see, the majority of the things I would love are actually traits which I can probably learn. I just haven't really found my thing yet. I'm not sporty, I'm not particularly musical and although I act all bubbly and crazy, I'm not really that much of a people person.

I don't really have my thing, which stinks, but I'm sure I'll find it eventually. And in the meantime, I just need to be content. If I'm not, my life will just be miserable...AND being discontent will become an idol. I mean, that is STUPID...who wants to be discontent?!?

It's not like I'm not into ANYTHING! I love singing, netball and my friends, but I just don't really think these things are what I'm meant to do. I just need to trust God that he'll help me to find the true me, or whatever I'm talking about, in His timing, the perfect timing.